lacesoutvic

blank stares, blank pages. i'll fill these blanks with blank words. the cursor will blink a million times before i finish the nothing that i have started. what words even matter? alone or juxtaposed together, just for the sake of syntax, i'll relapse and form complete sentences for my sake.

her poetry became old concepts - an "interesting process" instead of inspired footsteps; a collection of understanding about something he asked, to which she replied, "it can and it can't."

it's easy to sink into these gaudy sofas that so many dysfunctional scraps of human beings have sunk into before me every other hour, every nine-to-five weekday for however long some pretentious psycho-philosopher has made his or her business. "where is my mind?" i stubbornly inquired. he enjoys symphonies and orchestras and jazz fusion rather than one-hit-wonders made famous from cult classics. i can read you like the instructions on the back of a microwave dinner. i began to glare. "do you want the literal answer or will an 'i don't know' suffice?" "surprise me." i am tense, hardening like jail-cell concrete, wiggling my steel toes so th

Chemistry will be the death of me. I am not miserable; emotions escape empty vessels. I am incapable.

actions speak louder than words, or lack of, figuratively, yet emotive nouns dismiss verbs; so write to your heart's content. feeling sad isn't bad until it eats away who you are -- a scar is a scar if there is any flesh left.

i watched you drive away and out of my life, out of my hometown, but you stuck around deep down in my head where i can't forget what we did years ago and i know i was reckless, forgive me, i meant it when i said "i love you" and i was so afraid to lose you for a single minute, i lost it and you lost it and we lost it... everyone deserves a second chance and i had it, god damnit. i should have known on the train to the city that i was with you but you weren't with me, and i should have known after both leigh and jimmy that i was with you but you weren't with me, and i should have known after year one, year two, year three, that i was alo